just back an hour ago from a late afternoon out. before that had my driving thing again. the guy gave me a 16 points for the evaluation, half of which from blind spot checking. pls. it's a pass anyway and he said my parking was good. he is wrong about a point though, said i seemed unconfident. what bull, i am how confident. haha. see that's the problem with me, no one can tell what i feel inside. damn. and pooled at parkway with ken teh before going down to dhoby ghaut for wai keong's farewell dinner at manhattan's, that fish place there. finished the day watching soccer at a pub across the street. it would have been a great place, minus the smokers. but what to do, life doesn't always revolve around you. you'll come to accept certain things, and i hope i will too.

i acknowledge that i have been pretty cynical about stuff, but i really am trying to look for the light, the one at the end of the tunnel. just that this particular tunnel i am in seems a little longer than usual.